Friday, October 9, 2009

inspired yet..


All alone like three nights already. Have been doing nothing since my companion left. Just stayed the room 24 hours a day, except today though I got to frequent for a little grocery, I run out of the basic needs. I may keep myself isolated, however geared myself with all the connections in the outside so I could still be connected with all that is needed, the TV for the news and teleseryes, my ever reliable but now and again loss of connection (kairita) for the blog hopping and Farmville of course, and the phones for the family and close friends’ daily interaction.

I am sleeping the usual nocturnal type of sleeping habit, having to sleep by 5 in the morning and waking up at like past 1 in the afternoon but have been doing mostly nothing.

My friend left for a while to go and visit her parents in the province. I never asked her when she will be going back so there is uncertainty of when I will be having a house partner again, but I guess she will just stay there for a week. I know she can’t live without her computer. She left it here.

The opportunity of being alone struck, I think this is my time to think and think, over and over for the life I have been doing for many years, realizing every stride I have taken. And just like that. The same thing as ever, it stops there.

I could not think.

I have been reading some inspiring blogs from the outer space ever since I became aware of the world of technology. I have been inspired by them, of how they succeed. How law student became a lawyer and doing satisfactorily as the day by day past. How a struggling bachelor Philippine medical doctor became a US medical doctor, seen how he struggles to achieve the position he dreamed of and work while being well compensated in the States today.

And yet I could not think for myself, I am inspired but just like that.

When will I ever comprehend that I am not living in a fairytale, that everything I have now will come to end sooner. That I should contemplate on mostly the possible things that will happen sooner.

I would always say I am going to stop this and that. I am going to do this and that. But just like that. It stops there. I have no drive, I haven’t driven.

I am losing hope, I am losing hope.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

after Ondoy comes Pepeng, stronger!

Major dams to release water for buffer storage

MANILA - Weather bureau PAGASA on Thursday said typhoon Pepeng (international codename Parma) is forecast to bring more rains and very strong winds in Northern Luzon including Metro Manila once it makes landfall Saturday afternoon.

"There is a big possibility that it will become a supertyphoon. This is a very strong storm, packing winds of 175 kilometers per hour and gusts of up to 210 kph. Most likely it will make landfall in the afternoon of Saturday. That is when it is most critical," Nathaniel Cruz, PAGASA director for operations, said in a press briefing.

Cruz said Pepeng is much stronger than last Saturday's tropical storm Ondoy (international codename Ketsana), which brought record amounts of rainfall and triggered the worst flooding in Metro Manila in 40 years.

"In terms of wind intensity, Ondoy was only half of the strength of Pepeng. When it made landfall, Ondoy only had winds of 85 kph while Pepeng is 175 kph. However, we cannot really compare the two because it was the rain that was really destructive about Ondoy," he said.

He added: "Our major concern with Pepeng is the disastrous winds - 175 kph to 210 kph. We expect typhoon Pepeng to intensify further as it moves towards northern Luzon."

He said the weather bureau will give a forecast on the typhoon's estimated rainfall intensity before it makes landfall.

As of 10 a.m., the new typhoon was sighted 520 km east of Borongan, Eastern Samar and is moving 24 kilometers per hour in the general direction of Northern Luzon and the Taiwan area.

Cruz said the typhoon is forecast to make landfall over Aurora-Isabela by Saturday morning. It said the typhoon will bring occasional rains over the eastern section of Luzon and Visayas and more frequent rains in Samar and Bicol Thursday afternoon.

Storm Signal no.1 remains hoisted in Camarines Norte, Camarines Sur and Catanduanes, he added.

Similar to 'Reming'

Cruz also likened typhoon Pepeng to super-typhoon Reming (international codename Durian), which killed at least 734 people in the country in 2006.

"This could be like Reming. We are not just talking here about Metro Manila. We are talking of the entire Luzon area where there is probability of devastation in terms of flooding...and wind," he said.

Dr. Susan Espinueva, assistant weather services chief of the Hydro Metrological Division of PAGASA, said major dams in Northern Luzon will be releasing water today until Friday before Pepeng hits.

"All major dams in Northen Luzon wll be releasing water to lower the water level so that when the storm hits, there will be a buffer of storage capacity in our dams and the spillover will not be as severe,' she said.

The government has started preparing more evacuation centers as it anticipates more people to be displaced by the new storm.

Disaster officials fear more rains spawned by the typhoon could trigger another massive flood as streets and drainage systems remain clogged from the tons of debris left by the previous deluge caused by tropical storm Ondoy (international codename Ketsana).

As of 6 a.m., the National Disaster Coordinating Council said more than half a million families of 2.50 million individuals have been affected by Ondoy in 11 regions, including Metro Manila and the Calabarzon area in southern Luzon.

It said that a total of 686,699 people are now staying in 726 evacuation centers. It said Ondoy’s death toll has reached 277 and 42 were still missing.

The storm, which also devastated Vietnam and Cambodia, damaged crops and infrastructure worth at least P4.80 billion.

http://ph.news.yahoo.com/abs/20091001/tph-update-pepeng-could-be-super-typhoon-8061bf7.html

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Ondoy

My friend and I slept at about 5am before Ondoy strikes. We challenged ourselves with the games in fb over wee hours. So then we woke up at about lunch. Not the two of us knew that it was raining outside, raining really really hard. Never had the idea when the rain started, never knew there was a typhoon coming. Clueless and all that, but not really surprised when we see the water outside our place AGAIN. It’s really never surprising to see flood in our area since we live just few blocks with flood-spot area, the Espańa. I’ve experienced floods here for about three times ever since I transferred, that was about 30th of July? In a little span of it, that’s why. I even had the best experience ever since I came in the city the first time I have encountered it. There was no typhoon coming then, just plain rain. Half day of rain.

So when Ondoy came, none of us was surprised. There was no feeling of anything. Not until everyone is calling us. Asking what is going on us, saying, “our area is flooded, do you need anything for help?” as if they are expecting that if they had their area flooded, much more to ours. That’s why I realized this is not an ordinary rain, the rain is coming in. but to no worry for us because we are in the second floor. We worried to the people outside, those with our relatives who have been flooded with, and the people just outside our building stacked with their vehicles. But just it, we never did anything, since we can’t do much about it. We knew our relatives can take care of their selves; hence they called for their help. And we knew there are volunteers from the barangay that is giving all the attention to the people outside.

We stayed the whole day home, opened our sites, harvested plants from Farmville, plow and plant again, as if there is nothing to worry about. And then twitter came. Twitter rushed us to go online news, even opened TV just to be sure how terrible the typhoon is going on. But to no avail on TV, we didn’t find any news earlier. Some areas in Marikina already covered with flood, QC, Makati, Manila. It was like almost areas are drowned. Some parts have been detached with the electricity and then a minute later ours, too. All information was cut. No TV news, no online news, and everything. Phones were down, no radio feeding us news. Feed up with infos like, while online before electricity was cut, dam was opened? In showbiz Christine Reyes, was on their roof top calling out for help.

The rest of the day was nothing. Waiting petulantly for electricity to come back, played cards until sundown, went asleep with flood never going down.

Today, later in the afternoon just after the flood went down, I went out for grocery. I have nothing in my cabinet except few instant noodles, so I felt I have to. I used to have it at Puregold in E. Rod, a ride from our place. Went there, but to no avail. It was close. I never asked I just had in mind after I saw the lines from the wall; it’s like a man deep, huh. Who would have opened a store when all over their surroundings was a mess.

Then decided for SM manila, got a jeep going. Never thought there is still flood along Espańa, near UST just few blocks from our place. I never thought because I have seen jeepneys coming. But they were just taking their route to lacson, shaw - I thought of just going to Lianas in shaw, but it was close too, with lots of people in line hoping the store to open even the store has big sign outside, “CLOSE: No store today.” Then the jeep kept going, to legarda and then recto. We crossed the Quiapo underpass. I saw many people outside looking out the bridge then a second, ‘there is a pool!’ I saw mostly likely a huge huge pool in a mud color, even seen people diving, and children swimming at the edge. Awts.

Got off at isetann, curious to seeing the bridge with many people seeing too, I got my grocery there. It took me 4 to 5 hours in queue! Even my phone’s battery got down for waiting and updating friends and families from all over. I even have talked to the ladies next to me, just not to get bored, with the lines almost not moving, one says, “pano kaya yung mga damitan sa baba ng bridge, ano?” I just said, maybe they’ve took it. I think they won’t allow it like that lang naman. I know how those people from under the bridge live. I don’t think they will allow their living to be buried like that. They will do so much to save it, I know! I have a friend there, an old gay from Aklan. I used to converse with him every time we went there for a patahi or paputol ng patalon. He used to chat with us every time, his life and their lives under the bridge. I know it. I got curious then, “Where do lolo came then?” After that I know he can save his self, I know.

Goes home, went online again (only with smartbro kit! no connection from the wired yet!), opened TV, saw news, and got upset of how many people and homes was devastated by the floods caused by Ondoy!

I wish I can do something to some. But I know I can’t. I’m sharing my prayer to you tonight! That’s the biggest thing I can do.


typed on September 27. posted late

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

"how much do you love zagu?"

this was my friend's query while i was in queue for chocolate zagu. i wish i had answered it right then. but i never did, because i dont know how much i love it. but i love it, the chocolate. i never tried any except mocha. but i love it, the chocolate. have you tried zagu? how can you answer this then?

i am loved more like this


catched up with mama and little sister on the phone earlier.
i miss how we had our conversations every time electricity are off.
those uniting dreams together like real family dreaming with unity.
i miss our every dinner discussions while munching whatever in the table.
i wish i can be there everyday. but i know it cannot do any better.
they're better off when i'm away. yeah, i felt i am loved more like this.

Friday, September 18, 2009

i am an hijos

if TV is broadcasting all about their ratings, then so do i. yeah, i feel proud for the school that had raised my high school up and the school that is honing my siblings to becoming professionals in their future. the University of Eastern Philippines has just recently been named by the PRC as the top performing school for the September 2009 Electrical Engineering Licensure Examination. for the 26-50 examinees category garnering 89 percent. and the only school which have been qualified for the said category, with 25 passers out of 28.

considering UEP as a public university, with a low budget funded for, still they gave much pride for the hijos, much more to the alumni!

i feel goose bumps reading http://www.pinoyboardresults.co.cc/2009/09/registered-electrical-engineer-ree.html. it feels like i belong. :)


God bless UEP!

i miss one, but found another

it's all about friendship.
and that's it.



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